I want something or someone to help feel this empty hole or piece of me that’s not there anymore. This has been apart of my life since May14th, 2011, which is the death of my father. I could talk to my father about any and everything which is why I want someone like that to talk to and express myself to. I’m looking for that person to not necessarily be like a father figure, but for myself and that person to be really close relationship as my father and I had.
My father and I relationship was indescribable, I considered him my best friend and now he is my guardian angel. Many people have said I am a “Daddy’s Girl,” and I take that as a compliment I would do anything for my father. As I look back on my child hood and it was always under my father wing, I stopped sitting on my father’s lap when I was around 14 years old and I’m not ashamed of it all. I always thought I would marry my father, Robin and Marissa would make fun of me and say that I actually liked my dad which was really funny. I have so many memories of my father and I could go on forever.
“If I could get another chance
Another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
How I’d love love love
To dance with my father again”
I am so thankful for the 16 years I got to spend with an awesome man I call my father. The loosing of someone who has had a great impact on my life, not having my rock for support and love is very hard for me to cope with..